Rollercoaster shitballs

Ah, fuck, we talked about IUI at the office today.

We also enjoy MFI so IUI is a waste of time, energy and money I just don't fucking have anymore.

Mother father.

Friday 06-Aug, day 5

• Left 9, 8, 8 , 7
• Right 6, 5
• Not measured    7-8

Monday 09-Aug, day 8

• Left 11, 11, 6, 5, 4
• Right 10, 7, 7
• Not measured 6-8 

Based on 2mm growth per day, this gets me 3 by Saturday.  The rest are useless, I guess.  They are on a different schedule.  Maybe this is the risk with no BCP and no Lupron?  Mother father.

The nurse reminded me the RE wants a minimum of 3 for retrieval.  They want a 20 for retrieval.  I saw over at Lisa's house her RE will do a 14.  (Thank you, thank you for posting that today and congratulations.  Can you please come to my house and rub yourself all over my abdomen for good luck?)

Obviously, I panicked a bit.  Nurse back tracked a little and said things look much better than last time, but it didn’t go over very well.  I don’t know if she was just careless or has presented a real threat to our success.  My sister had a great point.  We may have three eggs this time which is 50% more than the amount last time.  High percentages are easy when your numbers suck ass like mine.

I am waiting for the call from RE today.  Sounds like meds will go up and retrieval on Monday, if we make it.  I am back in the office on Wednesday.

ps - I don’t know why some would actually reduce in size, see the left side.

pps - I am totally and completely full of shit for anything I have said about being ready for donor eggs.