Our recipient family is heading in for a Caesarian in a couple hours.
She has been in the hospital all week trying to induce as naturally as possible, but her due date has come and gone. They are going in to get him.
I couldn't stop myself. I wanted to hear it. I told Jay his brother would be born today. It didn't feel right. But it is his brother. And it's not. So very heavy.
I'm excited and kind of scared. I think I'm all good with this but I can always lean on my "hide from feed" button.
Shoulda been my baby.
Makes no sense. I know.
But it shoulda.
