Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Fucking daffodils

Hello April.  Fuck you and your fucking daffodils.

Mannie's anniversary passed with a slow and painful drag.  One single person remembered the day she died.  Several helped me to quietly celebrate the day I met her.

Rocco forgot.  My family forgot.  I guess people move on and assume I am done mourning her.

I got some news on the anniversary.  Our recipient family is pregnant. Right now it just hurts a little bit more.  But I think as I grow into this it will add a wonderful element of hope to a grim day.
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13 comments:

  1. RebeccaApril 24, 2013 at 11:49 AM

    So sorry that so many important people forgot the anniversary of your loss. That does suck!

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  2. AugustaApril 24, 2013 at 2:11 PM

    I honour your baby girl who left much too soon. And I honour you, strong, beautiful, amazing woman.

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  3. Mrs. MisfitsApril 24, 2013 at 5:56 PM

    Much love to you as this month endures. Get through it as best as you can. Thinking of you often, dear.

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  4. AnonymousApril 24, 2013 at 9:18 PM

    Sending love and hugs and remembering your dear girl with you.

    Kelley

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  5. AnonymousApril 25, 2013 at 7:03 AM

    I am so deeply sorry, dear Roccie. My heart breaks thinking of you having such a day in your life, and thinking that she's not here with you.

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  6. UnknownApril 25, 2013 at 9:08 AM

    Wow. The pregnancy makes this all seem so much more real I bet.

    Thinking of you as you remember the anniversary. Hugs.

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  7. rebeccaApril 25, 2013 at 12:36 PM

    So sorry Roccie. Sending love and thoughts to you amazing giving woman who in the midst of your own grief gives life to another family

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  8. AnonymousApril 25, 2013 at 1:51 PM

    I didn't know the date of Mannie's anniversary until the day after, but I hope you were able to find some peace during the day. Much love.

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  9. DanielleApril 25, 2013 at 3:05 PM

    I am so so sorry...with every new thing I learn about you, my admiration for you grows. You have weathered many storms, and you face them with such grace. Thinking of you... xoxo

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  10. ASPApril 26, 2013 at 7:26 PM

    I'm sorry, R. XXXX

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  11. Melissa GApril 26, 2013 at 11:23 PM

    Ugh, sending big hugs...So very sorry.

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