Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Birthday presents.

I got my period for Jay's first birthday.

Sigh.

I cried. 

This, and him.  It was all a bit much.

Did you listen to that tune on my last post?  Go ahead.  Bear the commercial to hear it, it's short.  Have a cry with me.

I started to supplement him and it was a slippery slope.  He stopped asking and I stopped offering.  It was a heartbreaking call but I have some medications I am taking that are new and not tested.

Sigh.

Breastfeeding was the greatest gift to me ever.  Well, you know what I mean.

It makes me ache to be so happy.  

All my best to you guys.  May your happiness make you cry today.

6 comments:

  1. What is this "happiness" you speak of? ;)

    Happy Birthday Jay!

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  2. Your happiness makes me cry--mine? I tear up every day.

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  3. Crying is sometimes such a relief, well unless you have a sinus infection because then it just adds more pain. Have a good cry for me and celebrate turning 1.

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  4. I was sad to stop breastfeeding this time. It was much too short.

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  5. Well done! All of it . . . The Lupron, the nightly shots in the ass, the prayers on transfer day, the couch rest after, the healthy living and stress mgmt of the pregnancy through the sch, the Financial sacrifices, the Breastfeeding through nipple trauma, and then all the interrupted sleep and exhaustion of being Momma, and now the weaning. You did great! Jay's in love with his Momma cause his Momma's the best!

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  6. you're awesome. Happy tears, mama.

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