Things went well today at the fertility shop. We are confirmed for our FET on Tuesday next week. Whoa. Lining is a 10 and my estrogen jumped by 2000+, not surprising considering my patchwork belly of stickers and vaginal cookies.
I am really wavering on the number to transfer. I think I get this way every time as the actual transfer date approaches. We transferred one with the fresh cycle. Look where that got us. Success rates are lower with frozen, about a 50-50 shot.
I thought Large Fertility Operation did vitrification. I read over at Lisa's house that CCRM does it and boasts almost as high as a success rate as fresh with FET via vitrification. Perhaps LFO does not have the same freezing process. The rates are lower.
Sigh. Transferring two doesn't increase my chance at success by any percentage. You all know how those stats work.
Why is it so tempting?
I said this to Rocco and he told me he was feeling the same. We always wanted three kids... but we picked that number when we were young and didn't know any better. Hell, we didn't even know each other. Haven't I learned by now life is not a damn thing like you planned?
We filled out the forms for the FET back in December. We opted for one embryo. Maybe it is good we did the process then, before it became so emotional.
My acupuncturist keeps telling me to be still and listen. I will know the right choice. Eek.