Wednesday, June 15, 2011

I was up above it

Now I'm down in it.

I head in tomorrow for my 16 week appointment. 

I have a deep and unsettled feeling.

Can't remember the last time I heard this song, but every word came back to me as I drove into the office this morning.  Sure hits home.

I am useless today.



22 comments:

  1. Hang in there Roccie...hang in there...

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  2. I know it is hard Roccie. My thoughts are with you. Hang in there.


    Kelley

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  3. <3 <3 <3
    Holding your hand through it all.

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  4. Sending positive vibes your way.

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  5. at least it is tomorrow morning; there are two small children behind me practicing violins . . . I don't know what sounds worse that or the 9 inch nails song.

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  6. Holding you tight, my dear. We can do this. Sending you love.

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  7. Standing by your side along with everyone else here. XOXO. ♥

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  8. I love you. Holding you tight. We got you mama.

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  9. NIN--- that's some dark stuff babe. Hoping everything turns out ok. Hang in there!

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  10. Good luck - will be thinking of you!

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  11. You are up above it. I'm right behind you, 5 days until my week 16 visit.

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  12. Sending positive thoughts your way and holding hope...I remember the awful anxiety of this time in my pregnancy as well, we'll be here with you ((hugs))

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  13. I'll be thinking of you tomorrow. Does it ever get easier? I hope it does for you, lady.

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  14. hang in there. it's damn difficult, I know.

    I owe you a milkshake, so this next round's on me.

    xo

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  15. Sending you love and strength...

    These appointments just plain suck. Once you've seen the dark side, it is so hard to hold on to anything but the fear. Ugh. But, it doesn't always have to be doom and gloom. Instead, I hope tomorrow brings you nothing but joy.

    Hang in there.

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  16. Thinking of you. Sending you thoughts is strength and love, you got this.

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  17. Here's hoping you'll be up above it again soon. It's the most likely outcome, even if stats have not been kind to you in the past. The line about how he used to have something inside is maybe a bit too spot on...Do you think Trent went through pregnancy loss? Is that why he's such a downer?

    Jokes aside, I'm sending you lots of love.

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  18. Oh I recall that song.... Hang in there. I can't wait to see your post about how well the appointment went. Don't keep me waiting. Huge hugs your way.

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  19. Good luck today, I'm sending you lots of positive thoughts!

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  20. thinking of you, hoping it all went well today.

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  21. I'm thinking of you... Holding you in my thoughts. May all your news be joyous. A blessing upon your house. Love to you roccie.

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