Wednesday, June 15, 2011

I was up above it

Now I'm down in it.

I head in tomorrow for my 16 week appointment. 

I have a deep and unsettled feeling.

Can't remember the last time I heard this song, but every word came back to me as I drove into the office this morning.  Sure hits home.

I am useless today.



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22 comments:

  1. AnonymousJune 15, 2011 at 9:07 AM

    Hang in there Roccie...hang in there...

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  2. Kel24June 15, 2011 at 9:16 AM

    I know it is hard Roccie. My thoughts are with you. Hang in there.


    Kelley

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  3. AnonymousJune 15, 2011 at 9:43 AM

    <3 <3 <3
    Holding your hand through it all.

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  4. SJune 15, 2011 at 9:44 AM

    Sending positive vibes your way.

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  5. CWritesJune 15, 2011 at 9:48 AM

    at least it is tomorrow morning; there are two small children behind me practicing violins . . . I don't know what sounds worse that or the 9 inch nails song.

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  6. lady pumpkinJune 15, 2011 at 10:04 AM

    Holding you tight, my dear. We can do this. Sending you love.

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  7. ASPJune 15, 2011 at 12:10 PM

    Standing by your side along with everyone else here. XOXO. ♥

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  8. My VegasJune 15, 2011 at 12:54 PM

    hugs

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  9. AnonymousJune 15, 2011 at 1:40 PM

    I love you. Holding you tight. We got you mama.

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  10. nurslouisaJune 15, 2011 at 2:04 PM

    NIN--- that's some dark stuff babe. Hoping everything turns out ok. Hang in there!

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  11. SilverJune 15, 2011 at 2:55 PM

    Good luck - will be thinking of you!

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  12. SandraJune 15, 2011 at 3:17 PM

    You are up above it. I'm right behind you, 5 days until my week 16 visit.

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  13. rebeccaJune 15, 2011 at 6:15 PM

    Sending positive thoughts your way and holding hope...I remember the awful anxiety of this time in my pregnancy as well, we'll be here with you ((hugs))

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  14. AugustaJune 15, 2011 at 6:19 PM

    I'll be thinking of you tomorrow. Does it ever get easier? I hope it does for you, lady.

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  15. sarahJune 15, 2011 at 7:15 PM

    hang in there. it's damn difficult, I know.

    I owe you a milkshake, so this next round's on me.

    xo

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  16. StacieJune 15, 2011 at 10:52 PM

    Sending you love and strength...

    These appointments just plain suck. Once you've seen the dark side, it is so hard to hold on to anything but the fear. Ugh. But, it doesn't always have to be doom and gloom. Instead, I hope tomorrow brings you nothing but joy.

    Hang in there.

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  17. GurleeJune 16, 2011 at 1:48 AM

    Thinking of you. Sending you thoughts is strength and love, you got this.

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  18. bunnyJune 16, 2011 at 5:46 AM

    Here's hoping you'll be up above it again soon. It's the most likely outcome, even if stats have not been kind to you in the past. The line about how he used to have something inside is maybe a bit too spot on...Do you think Trent went through pregnancy loss? Is that why he's such a downer?

    Jokes aside, I'm sending you lots of love.

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  19. NJune 16, 2011 at 7:01 AM

    Oh I recall that song.... Hang in there. I can't wait to see your post about how well the appointment went. Don't keep me waiting. Huge hugs your way.

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  20. R.June 16, 2011 at 8:09 AM

    Good luck today, I'm sending you lots of positive thoughts!

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  21. sarahJune 16, 2011 at 3:39 PM

    thinking of you, hoping it all went well today.

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  22. RosieJune 16, 2011 at 3:46 PM

    I'm thinking of you... Holding you in my thoughts. May all your news be joyous. A blessing upon your house. Love to you roccie.

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