What the hell was that?
I felt like my mind was possessed or something equally ridiculous. Thanks for letting me get that off my chest. Maybe I just had to spew it out.
It reads like complete horse shit today.
I got so caught up in my own little story in my own little world that I forgot there are others here too. We all pick our way through the imperfections. No family story is written by Disney, but I think mine is pretty damn fabulous.
The gratitude I have for the DE opportunity greatly outweighs any additional considerations my family will manage. We will manage it with love and laughter.
It sounds pretty dippy, but if you wash the Hallmark slime off, it rings true. Yeah, once upon a time I wish we had been able to use my eggs... but all that faded away as the pregnancy became real to me.
When we get to meet this baby I know I will thank God we "had" to use DE or this child wouldn't be here. Mind boggling if you really grasp what I am saying, trite if you are skimming.
Shatters my brain.